Seduction university

My name is Brittany and I have a con Named Nicholas. He is my life and I love him so much. I have a job and go to school so I’m away from him a lot. The daddy and I aren’t together and we hate each other. He rarely helps me with anything, hes going to take Nic next weekend overnight for the first time. He never buys dipears or anything. I just dont know what to do to make him understand how hard it is to do it all alone. And sense I’m away from Nic a lot already I feel bad when i want to go to the movies with friends so I hardly ever go out. I live with my mom and my son and I share a room. I feel like Nic desreves so much more and like I cant give him what he needs. I like a guy right now but I feel like I’m not suppose to like him. I just want to be a family but it’s so impossible with to get along with Nics dad. I’m just at the end of my rope and out of ideas, I need some advice.